Torn

[Brandyrenae Williams]

In 2007 a prophet was visiting the church i had been attending. My husband and children were getting restless almost immediately after the service began(sitting 3rd row from the front). As I get up to leave the prophet called me out. Gave me this prophecy: "God wants you to know you are a rose plucked from His garden, He is going to cause you to bloom like you did once before. He sees you struggling and fighting and has heard your cries. He wants you to know that your fight is not against flesh and blood and that He has thrown out a lifeline for you. That if you grab it He will pull you thru. You won't have to punch or kick to get what you need as long as you hold on to the lifeline He has put out for you." I submit this because I have not attended a church since 2010. And in November 2015, I was water baptized by a pastor from my friends church, the people who were there as witnesses to this event told me what they 'saw'. All had seen something similar. It had to do with me being a rose again, and another of me being surrounded by roses and about 3more along those line. In January, a few weeks ago, I was praying (have NEVER prayed for anyone on the spot before)for a lady who asked me and 2 other ladies to pray for her, It was awkward and very out of place for me, but right after she said she saw me as a very large rose in a garden full of little flowers (she said she knew they represented my children) at first glance, then, when she looked up she saw that the garden i was in was filled with little flowers, of all sorts, as far as the eye can see, then she said she saw God giving me a beating heart. She interpreted it as my ministry starting at home with my children that would expand and that God giving me His heart was because I asked for God to give me His heart....these 'prophesies' are very condensed and I have never revealed any of these 'prophesies' to anyone, ever, until now. None of these people know me. And I don't know what to think of ANY of these. Because I don't know any of them either is why I question these 'prophesies'. It feels like I'm walking around with a spotlight on me and I absolutely dislike it very much. The more I try to keep to myself, seeking out our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, the more random people walk up to me with stuff like this. Im still a baby in learning to know Him and hear His voice. Am I being to skeptical of these continuing occurrences?

Earnestly seeking answers