On a dirt road in the middle of a wide field stood a beautiful
carriage, something on the order of a stagecoach but all edged
in gold and with beautiful carvings. It was pulled by six large
chestnut horses: two in the lead, two in the middle and two in
the rear. But they were not moving, they were not pulling the carriage,
and I wondered why.
Then I saw the driver underneath the carriage
on the ground on his back just behind the last two horses' heels
working on something between the front wheels on the carriage.
I thought, "My, he is in a dangerous place; for if one of
those horses kicked or stepped back, they could kill him, or if
they decided to go forward, or got frightened somehow, they would
pull the carriage right over him." But he didn't seem afraid
for he knew that those horses were disciplined and would not move
till he told them to move. The horses were not stamping their feet
nor acting restless, and though there were bells on their feet,
the bells were not tinkling. There were pom-poms on their harness
over their heads but the pom-poms were not moving. They were simply
standing still and quiet waiting for the voice of the Master.
THERE WERE TWO YOUNG COLTS IN THE FIELD
As I watched the harnessed horses I noticed two young colts coming
out of the open field and they approached the carriage and seemed
to say to the horses: "Come and play with us, we have many
fine games, we will race with you, come catch us." And with
that the colts kicked up their heels flicked their tails and raced
across the open field. But when they looked back and saw the horses
were not following they were puzzled. They knew nothing of the
harnesses and could not understand why the horses did not want
to play. So they called to them: "Why do you not race with
us? Are you tired? Are you too weak? Do you not have strength to
run? You are much too solemn, you need more joy in life." But
the horses answered not a word nor did they stamp their feet or
toss their heads. But they stood, quiet and still, waiting for
the voice of the Master.
Again the colts called to them: "Why do you stand so in the
hot sun? Come over here in the shade of this nice tree. See how
green the grass is? You must be hungry, come and feed with us,
it is so green and so good. You look thirsty, come drink of one
of our many streams of cool clear water." But the horses answered
them not so much as a glance but stood still waiting for the command
to go forward with the King.
COLTS IN THE MASTER'S CORRAL
And then the scene changed and I saw lariat nooses fall around
the necks of the two colts and they were led off to the Master's
corral for training and discipline. How sad they were as the
lovely green fields disappeared and they were put into the confinement
of the corral with its brown dirt and high fence. The colts ran
from fence to fence seeking freedom but found that they were
confined to this place of training. And then the Trainer began
to work on them with His whip and His bridle. What a death for
those who had been all their lives accustomed to such a freedom!
They could not understand the reason for this torture, this terrible
discipline. What crime had they done to deserve this? Little
did they know of the responsibility that was to be theirs when
they had submitted to the discipline, learned to perfectly obey
the Master and finished their training. All they knew was that
this processing was the most horrible thing they had ever known.
SUBMISSION AND REBELLION
One of the colts rebelled under the training and said, "This
is not for me. I like my freedom, my green hills, my flowing streams
of fresh water. I will not take any more of this confinement, this
terrible training." So he found a way out jumped the fence
and ran happily back to the meadows of grass. I was astonished
that the Master let him go and went not after him. But He devoted
His attention to the remaining colt. This colt though he had the
same opportunity to escape decided to submit his own will and learn
the ways of the Master. The training got harder than ever but he
was rapidly learning more and more how to obey the slightest wish
of the Master and to respond to even the quietness of His voice.
And I saw that had there been no training, no testing, there would
have been neither submission nor rebellion from either of the
colts. For in the field they did not have the choice to rebel or
submit,
they were sinless in their innocence. But when brought to the
place of testing and training and discipline, then was made manifest
the obedience of one and the rebellion of the other. And though
it seemed safer not to come to the place of discipline because
of the risk of being found rebellious, yet I saw that without
this
there could be no sharing of His glory, no Sonship.
INTO THE HARNESS
Finally this period of training was over. Was he now rewarded
with his freedom and sent back to the fields? Oh no. But a greater
confinement than ever now took place as a harness dropped about
his shoulders. Now he found there was not even the freedom to run
about the small corral for in the harness he could only move where
and when his Master spoke. And unless the Master spoke he stood
still.
The scene changed and I saw the other colt standing on the side
of a hill nibbling at some grass. Then across the fields, down
the road came the King's carriage drawn by six horses. With amazement
he saw that in the lead, on the right side, was his brother colt
now made strong and mature on the good corn in the Master's stable.
He saw the lovely pom-poms shaking in the wind, noticed the glittering
gold bordered harness about his brother, heard the beautiful
tinkling of the bells on his feet -- and envy came into his heart.
Thus he complained to himself: "Why has my brother been
so honored, and I am neglected? They have not put bells on MY
feet nor pom-poms on MY head. The Master has not given ME the
wonderful responsibility of pulling His carriage, has not put
about ME the gold harness. Why have they chosen my brother instead
of me?" And by the Spirit the answer came back to me as
I watched: "Because one submitted to the will and discipline
of the Master and one rebelled, thus has one been chosen and
the other set aside."
A FAMINE IN THE LAND
Then I saw a great drought sweep across the countryside and the
green grass became dead, dry, brown and brittle. The little streams
of water dried up, stopped flowing, and there was only a small
muddy puddle here and there. I saw the little colt (I was amazed
that it never seemed to grow or mature) as he ran here and there
across the fields looking for fresh streams and green pastures
finding none. Still he ran, seemingly in circles, always looking
for something to feed his famished spirit. But there was a famine
in the land and the rich green pastures and flowing streams of
yesterday were not to be had. And one day the colt stood on the
hillside on weak and wobbly legs wondering where to go next to
find food and how to get strength to go. It seemed like there was
no use, for good food and flowing streams were a thing of the past
and all the efforts to find more only taxed his waning strength.
Suddenly he saw the King's carriage coming down the road pulled
by six great horses. And he saw his brother, fat and strong,
muscles rippling, sleek and beautiful with much grooming. His heart
was
amazed and perplexed, and he cried out: "My brother where
do you find the food to keep you strong and fat in these days of
famine? I have run everywhere in my freedom, searching for food,
and I find none. Where do you in your awful confinement find food
in this time of drought? Tell me, please, for I must know!" And
then the answer came back from a voice filled with victory and
praise: "In my Master's House there is a secret place in the
confining limitations of His stables where He feeds me by His own
hand and His granaries never run empty and His well never runs
dry."
And with this the Lord made me to know that in the day
when people are weak and famished in their spirits in the time
of spiritual famine that those who have lost their own wills
and have come into the secret place of the most High into the utter
confinement of His perfect will shall have plenty of the corn
of
Heaven and a never ending flow of fresh streams of revelation
by His Spirit. Thus the vision ended.