I met a man who laboured dreadfully under
the law, thinking he was doing God service. He was a tormented
soul but a very self-righteous one who, while seeking counsel
and help, quite believed that he was in a position of counseling
and helping instead toward those who were not enslaved by service
of the letter as was he. What ironies and contradictions in man!
There are those who worship God
And try to do His will their way
Like a horse which the Master has
not broke,
But when finally they see that the
means are meant to be,
Then the duty will be done His way.
CHORUS:
His commandments are not hard,
It's delight to do His will;
His yoke is easy and His burden light.
We know that truth will make us free
In Jesus Christ, simplicity,
And the joy of the Lord is our strength.
Substitutions He won't have,
Those are not the things He wants;
We must learn to do exactly as He
asks.
We have no wisdom in ourselves to
decide the right from wrong;
We must hear Him tell us what and
even how.
Chorus repeat.
There is purpose everywhere
In all the smallest things He does
And though our understanding can't
see this,
Still to trust Him and obey is the
one and only way
A fellow we met had been in a terrible car
accident which left terrible consequences on body and mind. While
he would put on a brave face, we knew it was a put-on. This song
came to confront him with reality and to encourage him to repent
and believe. He went away apparently hardened as ever. Again,
the mystery of iniquity was something at which to marvel.
Look to Him
When the times are looking grim
Look to Him
Look to Jesus when the light is burning
dim
Whenever trouble comes around
And from Heaven there's no sound
Look to Him.
Look to Him
He's the only One Who matters
Look to Him
Look to Jesus when the world beckons
you, look to Him
How different we discovered the Christian
walk to be in comparison to what we had expected or were led to
believe it would be! It was lonely, painful of soul, friendless,
fraught with enemies on all sides and the greatest enemy was on
the inside. How we had to do battle with unbelief, with our carnal
desires, ambitions, hopes, dreams, with the lusts of the flesh...lusting
mostly for social security, belonging, importance, usefulness.
All must be surrendered or lost; there really
is no choice in the matter when the call of God is upon one. He
that keeps his life loses it and if he loses it for the Lord's
sake, it is still lost, if only for a time, even if replaced with
more and better somewhere down the road. The main thing is that
one must trust God in it all and let it happen. One must learn
and accept that God is in charge of all things, working all for
good.
Deeper and deeper the Lord took us in Him.
Now were we seeing good in evil and evil in good, that is, whereas
we once thought we knew the difference, now we began to see more
clearly. That which we thought was holy was otherwise, both within
and without, and that which we thought was wrong was not always
so. Needless to say, such experience brings its own torment but
God brought us through and delivered us from evil.
To do or not to do?
That is the question
That's often on my mind
And sometimes gives me torment.
Clouds and smoke may look the same
But they're so very different.
I must not speak in vain
But say what I'm supposed to say.
The Lord is Lord of all;
With that no one can argue.
Unless we look to Him,
We become self-centered.
Then, pointing to ourselves,
We seem to be His servants
But He alone can tell.
What was once the thing to do,
He'll no longer wink at.
What was once so wrong,
Now we grow right into.
Things are always changing
And with no change we die,
But if we change we hurt
And pain is the fruit of growing
Until we come to the fullness
In Christ Jesus our Lord.
Winnipeg, March 2,
1981
There's Lots to Be Thankful For
At a time of uprooting and forsaking all
once again, my wife was finding it difficult and this song came
then. It held the promise of better things ahead as we had always
experienced in similar times before. Encouraged, we plodded on.
My soul, as are the souls of others, as God
chooses, is compelled to love, desire and serve God, no matter
what. We falter, we fail, we don't always know what God thinks
or feels about us but we press on as if there is no choice. It
is an irresistible and unconscious force in spite of everything.
Loving You, loving You,
Loving You is all I can do.
Even when I'm sad or glad,
Whether You think I'm good or bad,
Loving You is all I can do.
Lethbridge, Sept. 24,
1983 (verse 1)
Wanting You, wanting You,
Wanting You is all I can do.
Even when I'm rich or poor,
Whether it seems I'm not so sure,
Wanting You is all I can do.
Serving You, serving You,
Serving You is all I can do.
Even when I'm weak or strong,
Whether they think I'm right or wrong,
Serving You is all I can do.
Bernalillo, N.M., Mar.
1985 (verses 2 & 3)
Flying
Who has not wanted to fly? Why do we have
airplanes and stories like Peter Pan? Most of us have dreamt of
flying by faith, that is, being airborne, powered by believing
we could. Within, we can. God gives us that power in our relationship
with Him whereby our spirits soar.
There exists the notion that victory
speaks only of joy, peace, love, rest in their counterfeit
forms, the wishy-washy, mushy-gushy kind that has no place
in reality. This song expresses the reality. There is war
before victory. With war comes bloodshed, hard times, threatenings,
loss and destruction, but the victory is there in real terms,
earned and established by the Lord.
We wash our feet in the blood of
our enemies;
Not in vain have we believed for
our victories;
Though the trek has been long and
full of miseries,
Still the worth has been there all
the time.
CHORUS:
We are crowned with the helmet of
His glory,
Our scabbard filled with the power
of His Word;
Though the battle is bloody and gory,
His life He gives by the good news
which is heard.
Not in vengeance nor in spite do
we revel;
We wrestle not with flesh and blood
but the devil;
We fill the valleys and the mountains
we do level;
Our goal is righteousness and peace
in all the earth.
There was a time when on our backs
all men did trample,
At times unbearable if only but a
sample,
But His grace He gave to us was more
than ample;
He is the Captain of the hosts and
our Lord.
Let the powers of Hell advance and
do their utmost.
Here on earth we will stand guard
at our outpost.
Standing for us, all around us is
the Lord's host;
There is nothing in this whole world
to fear.
Lethbridge, Feb. 12,
1985
You Don't Have To
The world rushes headlong not only toward
destruction but is there in destruction while it rushes. Priorities
are confounded, based on gain and selfishness. Big is small and
small is big. What is important and what is not? Is it not the
"little things" that count? And has not the preacher said, "All
is vanity" after firsthand experience of them?
Hello, my friend, and where are you
off to?
Won't you stay and make a friend
you can talk to?
Stop and tell me how you'll find
a way to catch the wind...
Believe, you don't have to hurry...
Relax, you don't have to worry...
You're not the one that has to do
it all right now...
Look around and people are dying.
They hate to walk; they've got to
be flying
But six feet under, their relatives
and friends are cry-y-ing...
Take a lesson from the big dinosaur:
He didn't get too very far;
Give an ear and hear the sparrows
tell their story to you...
To win a race there are a thousand
in a throng
But only one of them is destined
to be strong.
Will you tell me nine hundred and
ninety-nine are wrong?..
Take a lesson from some of the grasses:
Look and see that they are eaten
by asses
But after asses go, the grasses stay
behind to grow...
You needn't live to others' expectations;
You'll give your heart too many palpitations.
Do what you can for now and gently
put the rest away...
Take it easy, the night has a reason;
For everything there is a time and
a season.
You'll never find a tree that bears
its fruit all the time...
Easy does it friend, don't be in
perplexion.
You never lose because you fail to
make connection.
You only lose because connection's
so important to you...
"The spirit is willing but the flesh is
weak." At the time I wrote this, I sincerely thought and desired
that I would give anything and everything. I haven't changed on
that except that the Lord has given me more since then and the
more I have, the less possible it seems that I can give all. I
now have a son and am much more appreciative of what it cost God
to give His Son. We have these sincere thoughts as did Peter on
the last night but to perform is terribly difficult and even impossible,
I say. Only by the grace of God can we give Him everything and
it is not without pain if we have that which is valuable to us
to give.
But being a jealous God, we must surrender
all to Him and He is faithful, patiently and mercifully enabling
us to do His will.
At a time of discouragement I received these
words from the Lord in song and at this very moment as I write
this introduction years later in 1996 ( the song was written in
1987), I feel down after having spoken to people who do not believe
what I say or that the Lord has sent me to them. Yet I have nowhere
but onward to go and am persuaded that these words hold true and
someday will be fulfilled.
The work of God can be so full of
pain and sorrow,
You wonder why you get involved.
Sometimes it gets so hard, you fear
to see tomorrow
But all your problems are resolved.
Though blood and tears are shed for
those who seem unworthy,
Everlasting strength will make the
way
And when you feel your work will
only make you dirty,
That's when you take the time to
pray.
For all the good you do, most times
you're only hated.
You need remember it's okay.
You work both night and day and often
get frustrated.
The time will come you'll get your
pay.
Some day they'll come from miles
around to bless and thank you,
Dandling young ones on their knees.
They'll be doing and speaking right
because they want to,
Their holy ways the Lord to please.
Helena, Aug. 17, 1987
Farewell
It seemed we were saying farewell to all
things of our past, not just human friends or acquaintances. It
also seemed I was prophesying a parting in the future but which
would come to an end, never to happen again.
Good-bye, my friends, it's time to
go;
It's been so good to share with you.
We've shared our joys, we've share
our sorrows;
Praise be to God, we have tomorrows.
CHORUS:
There'll come a day when there's
no parting;
We'll be together and with the Lord...
We must go on to higher places,
To better things, to wider spaces.
We mustn't stop and turn around
For our reward to come is bound.
CHORUS
Good-bye my friends, it's time to
go;
It's been so good to share with you.
Bernalillo, N.M., Jan.
18, 1984
There Is a Place
On September 24, 1996, Marilyn prophesied
that the Lord was taking me, as He did Moses, for trespass, and
that He had a ministry in the next world for me even as He had
for Moses (as was seen on the mount of transfiguration). There
came a resignation on my part, with sadness, and in this circumstance
came this song which expresses that God does have a place reserved
for saints. It is the destination of every believer, the goal
of his spiritual trials and journey.